"as if being in the media equates to 9 to 5 job, that's all bullshit. everyone who made it big, or at least survived in the media was due to dedication and their sacrifice for time. other than crappy deadlines and assignments, I have another house rule to abide by. yes all I needed was more pressure to work under a certain imaginary non-benefitting time limit in which after that I am forced to close my eyes and wide awake brains worrying about uncompleted work, and stay rolling in bed till 2am or so before I fall asleep, and wake up hating myself for resting and leaving work to pile. just when I thought things were going fine and I finally found my optimal time to function, whereby things were just going fine and dandy. they just had to ruin everything, reset my whole clockwork and just mess with my life and just throw in some dirt and shake the crap out of the whole concoction. really? piss off, really, just. piss. off. I hate this bullshit. I hate it. but I'm don't want to fight. I'm just going to swallow and digest and hopefully not die. really, insensitive and closed-minded and just.. shallow."
RAGE RAGE RAGE
